This morning got the latest update from abah. There's not only one titik kanser but about seven!! Ada satu besar yg menolak saraf mata causing her to be blind, just nampak mcm bentuk sabit sahaja. But ALHAMDULLILLAH ucu dah sedar, boleh makan dan minum, boleh berjalan ke toilet dan kenal org sekeliling bila bercakap. She will ask for her son, Hamdan, tapi her memory relapse juga. Pagi dah beritahu ada kat hospital, then petang dia tanya lagi where she is. The Dr cannot to any pembedahan sbb cancernya dah merebak..but they going to do radioterapi utk mengurangkan kesakitan. Tapi berita yg paling sedih, the doctor said biasanya kalau keadaan mcm ni, hayatnya tak panjang..sebulan-dua sahaja!!
I know, ajal dan maut hanya ALLAH yg tahu. Kita yg sihat belum tentu hidup panjang. Mak said..dah bahagian dia.. sayang mcmana pun, kalau ALLAH dah jemput, kena lepaskan. The only we can do now adalah doa dan buatlah sedekah atas nama dia.
Is this why I'm here, in New Zealand??!! So I can be far away from the sadness!! My eyes still cannot stop crying. I cannot imagine my life nanti bila balik M'sia without Ucu. Buat rakan-rakan semua, hargai org yg di sayangi sementara mereka masih sihat..
Dalam kesedihan, ada pula berita baik..my sister yg suka terover ketawa and bercakap..nama pun yan-la-la is pregnent!! Tak tahulah mcm nanti ada anak!! I remember when I got pregnent was when pak jang meninggal...congratulation yan!!
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